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Okay, so I’ll write the good news first.  One year ago yesterday I weighed in at 212.5, my first weigh-in of my journey.  I had been improving my eating/exercising habits for a couple weeks prior to that, but that was my first weigh-in.  This morning I weighed in at 152 which thrills me beyond words.  I want so badly to be proud and celebrate somehow, but life just isn’t allowing it right now.  I have had sick kids for the past week with no end in sight yet.  And now, to make matters worse, I’m feeling crummy too.   Couldn’t life just be easy for a little while?  Would that be too much to ask?  I’m sorry to be such a downer.  I just need a shoulder to cry on today…